utter randomness in the morning~

Halo semuaaaa~

I know this is a random picture I got from the internet. I know it's a cat. and I know it's screaming bacon. And to be honest, it has nothing to do with this post. :P hahahahahh..

But the expression kinda resembles me when I read through back by blogging years' posts.

After a couple of years of "service" di dunia blogging, today is my first time buat baca2 waaaaaaaaaaay back to the days when I first experience how thrilling blogging was :P

I can remember the adrenaline rush that got to me when I'm about to share weird stuff online (read: kekacauan2 yg telah terjadi ditengah kedamaian hidup gw). I can remember my sleepless nights gara2 keasikan nulis2 blog. I can also remember the jumpy feeling pas lagi ngetik yang disebabkan oleh excitement yang begitu besar (apaan coba? LOL). Last but not least, I can remember the frustration of not remembering the tiny details I wanna share with you guys. LOL. Eniwei, since inggris indo inggris indo bikin kaga ngeflow, gw lanjut indo aja d. Lebi ekspresif. hahahahh.. with a tad of english~

Turns out, ternyata blog gw mayan entertaining jg y? I wasn't in the best mood pas baca2 blog gw and my mood was then lifted up gara2 ini blog. Efeknya ok si.. tapiii...gitu diliat2, blog gw semakin kebelakang, semakin mellow! Otak gw langsung berputar keras dan membuat hati bertanya2 cemas..

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Apakahh.. gw semakin mellow dengan bertambahnya umur?

Ataukah ini kepribadian gw yang terkubur sedari dulu tapi baru terungkap belakangan gara2 kebanyakan pikiran ato stress yang berkepanjangan?

ataukah saya telah menjadi semakin dewasa sehingga kejadian2 bodoh sudah semakin berkurang?

Ataukah ini hanya perasaan saya semata? *ceileeee.. bahasa indonya mayan baku bo!!*

Well.. apapun sebabnya, gw yakin bukan karena yang ketiga si. hahahahh.. Kejadian2 dodol si ga perna abis. BUT, gw rada ragu buat publikasiin semuanya di inet. bahaya klo dibaca orang2 gereja trus fans blog gw makin banyak. lol. Maapkan kenarcisan sementara saya. :P

Putting the joke aside, gw somehow emang berasa makin mellow si. Tiba2 dunia warnanya makin monochrome, abu2 berasa jadi item, kuning jadi putih.. merah jadi abu2?

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idiom yang gw bikin ga nyambung =.=' lol. But eniwei, mungkin jg ini efek karena gw ketularan ama yang super mellow kli y? I can't really help it! For the last couple of years, gw deket ama orang yang super mellow. Jd in a way, gw tiba2 bisa ngeliat dunia yang begitu berwarna dari kacamata seorang mellow. Ibaratnya kek orang pake kacamata item disiang bolong deh. Doesn't matter how colorful the view is, all you see will be black and white (or monochrome) if you are wearing sunnies. Even a good pair of sunnies will still give you the same effect.

and in this case, I got free sunnies from this person. :P

I can only hope biar gw bisa buang kacamata itemnya ni. gawat..

ok, back to Indo, and let's lift up the mood. Tiba2 jadi mellow =.='

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Okaaaaaaaaaay!!! Let's move on to the next topic!!

The topic for today is: the stock market crash effect on people around.

Biasanya si efeknya ga ampe gimana2 banget ke gw.. tapi, hari ini, efeknya hampir kenapa2 ke gw.

So, the question is: what do I mean by saying klo efeknya hampir kenapa2 ke gw?

Lemme tell you about what happened today in Finance lecture. :P

Finance lecture di Usyd (di kelas gw) itu biasanya on-time. Bukan cuma ontime, tapi gurunya juga mayan rajin buat bagi2 kabar ttg share market buat at least 15 menit ampe 1 jem pertama lecture. Well.. not that I'm complaining, I'm happy with this since I don't really read the news. Even better, gurunya cakep.

Eniweiiiii... selama 9 minggu uni so far, ini guru ga perna telat.

not until today~

Pas gw dtg ke kelas, gw mayan amazed karena si guru cakep ga disitu (gw telat masuk 5 menit). After 5 mins waiting, itu guru dateng dengan wajah stress. Not only that, tp abis nyampe kelas, instead of langsung ngajar setelah komputernya siap, he actually stared blankly to the screen. well.. looking tired. Mebbe dia stress kali ya gara2 harga saham jatoh mayan dalem.

Even more surprising, instead of showing us graphs about stock market, he showed us pictures tentang pegunungan2 dari seluruh dunia. I actually tot he wanted to distract himself from the stock market situation at the moment. lol. Turned out, the pictures were photoshopped to reflect the stock market in different years. ~.~' dasar guru finance. pantesan bentuk gunungnya aneh2. hahahahh.. well.. gw ga surprise lagi d. -.-

dan seperti biasa.. Lecture berjalan for 1.5 hours, break bentar, trus lecture lagi.

Semua berjalan normal..

dan tiba2.. ruangan kelas dikejutkan oleh sebuah suara cempreng dari luar.

Betul sekali sodara2!!! Fire alarmnya bunyi!!! Awalnya cm 1 yang bunyi. But after a while, ada alarm laen lagi yang melolong manggil fire brigade.

sayangnya, alarm2 tersebut gagal... gagal buat bikin lecturer gw sadar akan adanya bahaya kebakaran dan berentiin lecture demi keselamatan bersama.

Si guru tiba2 makin ganteng by being indifferent to the fire alarms. LOL. Gw actually sempet mikir andai kata umpama jikalau ada gas bocor trus gedungnya meledak or anything *touch wood!!* what should I do? Should I send a text to my sis and parents to say I love them? Do I need to write a will?

awalnya gw mayan tenang si.. Sampe samar2 terdengar ada suara si mobil pemadam kebakaran dah mule ribut. dari samar, ampe kenceng.

tetappp.. guru gw ga bergeming. Lecture lanjut teruuuus!

Samar2, muncullah kecemasan yang dihasilkan dari buah pikir yang begitu pendek:

Lecturer gw ga suicidal kan???

Hopefully not. Tapi klopun iya, kami (read: finance studentsnya dia) jangan dibawa2222 @.@' Klo ampe gw yang kenapa2, tar keluarga khawatir. hahahahh.. Dan klo ampe kerumah bapa..

Well.. actually pulang kerumah Bapa will be very very nice.

But I'm not sure whether I've done what I need to do for God. We all have our calling in our lives, right? As for me, I'm still working on it. I wanna do my best to finish the race well so my Master will say "masuklah hambaku yang setia" ^^ I still wanna do more. Most of my friends are no believers, and I feel sorry for them :'( Wanna do more for God!!

Let's Jiayouuu!!!!!! :P

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Such a surprising diversion from the main topic.. but welllllllll... bear with it! >:] haha~

Pesan Moral?

1. Do not wear sunnies to see life! (ps: read between the lines. hehe)

2. Do more for God!!