Introoooo...

Hello everyone!! :)

first of all, welcome to my blogspot! Yayyy!!! *cheers*
ehem.. As you might still remember from the previous name of this blog, it's about my thoughts and experiences.. it's about the chapters in my life (in which some are just plainly random, while the others are pretty normal :P ... or not?).

Unfortunately, for you who don't speak Bahasa, it would be very (I mean it. VERY) challenging for you to understand.. There are lots of slangs going around. Lol. And I love it that way.. hoho..

Err.. What else to say? Enjoy my blog, and feel free to tell me if my blog contains anything offensive for you! Sorry in advance!


Alrighty, happy reading folks!!

Cheers!!
GBU

about my previous blog address, it's gone. I have no idea how it happened. All of my entries and the blog itself is now missing from my friendster account. huhuhuhuuu... Give me back my bloggggg... *sob*

O yeah! I have another blog which is written in English. It is at my space.
But, only people in my msn contact have access to it.
However, since I haven't been using msn and hotmail alot for the last couple of years, I have clearly NO idea whether I'll still be able to access it or not. :P Might as well just leave it like that since it's better to focus on one blog instead of two blogs.


Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Chinese new year day / Australia day..

Heyya alll... Huehehehehe...

untuk hari ini, gw membuat sebuah puisi. Dan yah, berhubung bahasa Indonesia saya kurang begitu bagus dengan EYD gagal, rasanya jadi malu. mbwahahahhh.. :P eniweiss.. happy reading!

Ngaco forever..

For once in my life.. and for the very first time in my life...
kulihat bendera2 Australia berukuran mini
berdampingan dengan lampion2 merah model2 cina jadul yang agak modern.

hatiku berasa aneh.. bimbang dan ragu..
Langkah kakiku melambat..
otakku berputar cepat,
dan hatiku bertanya..
...

SIAPA SEH YANG NGURUSIN INTERIOR DESIGN INI AMPE JADI KEK GITU??? Ga nyambung abissssss hiasannya...

However, that's not important..

Happy Chinese New Yearrrr semuaaaa!!! Xin Nian Kuai Le!! Gong Xi Fat Choiiii!!! Hong bao na laiiiiii..


lalala.. kalimat diatas uda serasa jadi 'template' di otak gw seharian ini.
Tiap kali gw ketemu orang, biasanya orang2 ingat kalo hari ini = Chinese New Year.
Sayangnya, entah kenapa, gw ga gitu berasa ada aura sincia di Sydney ampe gw sering lupa kalo hari ini= sincia. Why? karena disaat gw berskating2 ria di Macquarie, ada bbrp orang bule yang either diwajah or di tangannya ada tatoo bendera Ausie. dan none of them punya tato gambar kebo (kan katanya orang2, taon ini taon kebo). Lagian, hiasan sincia jg kekna ga ampe memonopoli mall2 di Sydney. dan yahh.. balik lagi ke point semula, topik ini kaga penting jg si.

Well.. I just wanna share u all my experience when i play ice skating for the very first time. Urm, technically, it's the second time. But, well.. the first time i play ice skating was when i was about 7 years old. I have never been able to play roller blade (tried to, but i failed miserably). So, as i couldn't slide dijalanan, gimana mungkin gw bisa maen skating? This.. results in omelan bokap ke gw gara2 gw langsung berenti maen skating within the first 10 minutes i got into the skating arena. Bies, udah jatoh, ga bisa ngeslide, tiang pegangannya tinggi banget (o iya, dulu gw tu pendek banget btw), skating arenanya rame banget lg!! So, i can't really say that i skated down there.

So, untuk pertama kalinya seumur idup gw, gw ngeslide diatas es!!!! Woohooooooo!!!
Kita (my church friends and me, there were 5 of us), maen skating di Macquarie for 1 hour.
ternyata skating itu challenging bangettttttttt... dan kecepatan orang buat belajar ngeskate itu sangat bervariasi. Contohnya, 4 temen gw, they are all sooooooooo gooooooooddd.. I mean, walo awal2nya mereka cuma ngeslide pelan2 di pinggiran ring, they learnt fast. within the first 30 mins, frequency nabrak (or melok) dinding ring itu uda jauhhhhhhhh berkurang. Sedangkan gw? hahahahhh.. almost every dunno how many seconds, gw pasti nendang dinding ring, trus melok dindingnya. ngaco abis d.. Kecepatan melaju gwpun minim banget.. when i slide, i slide backwards.. then forward.. (ampe temen gw bingung kok gw mesti mundur 5 cm dulu sebelon maju 15 cm @.@'). ngaco d.. Uda gitu, gw nabrak anak kecil pula.. haiyahhh.. *garuk2*

Kesimpulan: Some ppl are very good at sports, body balancing (crucial for skating), studying, etc etc etc.. and some ppl are just not good at those things.

But.. If we put a great effort to do something, we will, eventually, be able to do it nicely. hahahahahhh.. In this case, ga tau d gw mesti berapa kali skating biar bisa ngeluncur tanpa pegangan or tanpa split or jatoh.. Well.. Like what ppl say. Practice makes perfect. ^^

O yeah.. lupa bilang..
maen skating bikin tangan gw sakit.. gw bingung kok yang laen cuma pegel kakinya doang? hahahhhh.. kaki gw sakit karena sepatunya keras. But... tangan gw pegel bangetttttt...

Ah, tauk ah.. uda mule ngantuk.. gw uda kek mumbling around doang.. Uda ga ada topik, matanya sipit2 pengen bobo2, ngantukkk, taunya topik blog entry yang ini uda diverted abis dari tujuan semula. haihhh..
Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaag...

Monday, January 26, 2009

My otak feels mumeeeeeeeeeet.... >.<'

Hola semuaaaaaaaaa... Been a looooong time ga nulis blog. And i notice that bbrp kali terakhir, gw selalu bilang klo ada banyak banget yang mw diceritain. But then, i ended up stopped writing n left my entries just like that! hehehehe.. my bad, my bad, my bad.. tsk tsk tsk tsk.. *geleng2*

Eniweiis...
bbrp hari terakhir ini rasanya panas bangetttt... Menurut weather forecast, max: 38.
And u know what? berdasarkan termometer mobil temen gw (sebut aja namanya E), suhu di sydney di siang hari adalah 43. Huahahahahhh...

And i have no idea why, yesterday (Saturday), seems like a veeeeeeeeery bad day for me to go out. *sigh*

Well.. I woke up at 10. At 11ish, I went out to have lunch with my church friends to Kingsford. The weather was freakingly hot. So, i ended up wearing a long skirt as i couldn't find a shorter one. (nope, i didn't stepped on a jumbo poop again. Dun worry fellas). O yea, but then, since i was schedulled to be the MC for pemuda, i have to get the church's keys before my practice time (3Pm) at Kingsford. Plus, for some reason, i have to get the keys before 12pm.

As I said before, i went to Kingsford at 11ish. Thus, i get there by 11.10ish and was 20 mins early. So, I walked to the church and play around with the piano, alone. so sad huh? But i enjoyed it.. ^^ It feels good to fiddle around with the piano with no one around u.

Then, i met my friends and had lunch. After lunch, we went to the city for a Chinese festival. It was interesting. However, i was short of time. So, i went back from the city earlier. I waited for the bus (the ads says that the busses should arrive every 10-15 mins) for 25 mins and i turned up half an hour late for the practice. As if that's not bad enough, my printer at home doesn't work. So, i had to print out the songs at church. And guess what? The Church's printer is in chaos. (what i mean by chaos is that the printer prints very badly. Most of the words are blurry, some parts of the paper are smudgy with ink. yikes.. i felt sorry for the musicians who have to read all the chords on it).
Afterwards, as i wanted to make jot notes on my paper, it turns out that my pen's ink is somewhat rebelling against me which makes my pen to be useless. So, i had to find a new pen, any pen, to use. I really felt like screaming at the time. Too bad i had a sore throat and lost my voice sometimes. So, i really have to take a good care of my voice as i have no singers at all.. o well..

Not bad enough??? Yesssssssss.... only about 45 mins before pemuda starts, I was told that there is a sudden change of plan. The theme of the week for the preaching was changed! The preacher was unavailable to come. So, we played a recording of someone else's preaching about a different theme. So, basically, the songs I've prepared are no longer relevant to the topic. (well.. still relevant after i think more about it.. But still.. it's different.). But yeahh.. gotta stick to my original plan and song lists.

And.. yeahh.. during dinner, i had a headache.. >.<
o well.. But I have one good news!
that's it! That's all and nothing more!! Thanks God, the nite was cool enough to calm me down. My brain was over heated and i ended up being all moody and stuff. Was a bit angry at myself. But, hey.. can't really do it forever. :)

Anyway, on the second thought, yesterday was not too bad afterall. There are many more ppl who are in a much worse conditions and situations than mine (example: Job in the Old Testament, ppl who have lost their families, etc etc). Through yesterday, I learnt to be patient and to rely more on God and learnt to see the bright things over all the things happened yesterday. Basically, I have to do lots and lots of positive thinking .. *take a deeeeeeep breathhhh*

Through what happened yesterday, I've noticed that I often count more of the calamity instead of all the blessings God has given me. I whine like the whole day and didn't really give thanks from the bottom of my heart to God for everything. I feel bad about it. So, I need to count the blessings I've got everyday!! And I'm 100% sure that all the blessings are abundant, massive, uncountable, and are overflowing everywhere. I mean it's just a way toooooooooooooooooooooo muchhhhh... ^^

Yesterday's solution: count our blessings each day and compare it to us. I mean, we are all sinful ppl. We can and we do get angry. We keep asking questions of why things happen in our lives and not being grateful for what we have. Why on earth should we get those blessings?? God is NOT obliged to bless us like what He did!! We are too bad to get all of those.. Well.. simple answer, because God loves us and because of His grace and mercy for us..

Wait. I've just thought something. What would other ppl do if they experience bad things in a series of sequences within a day? what would they do? how would they react? Will they just calm down and let things go like nothing has ever happened? Ow I wish i could do that. it's difficult to do it. I really need to do lots of improvements about my character. No one is perfect and no one will ever be one.

Anyway, I've been mumbling around for the last 2 hours. gotta stop at one point and i think it has to be now.

Bye all.. Sorry for the 'moody' blog post for today. Nitey Nite..