It has been a long time i don't feel as blue as now.
well.. it's great actually..
it's amazing to experience how does it feel when u're ignored by ppl u care about.
It's great to realize how big the impact we can make to ppl around us.. whether it's good or bad..
just a simple question or care can encourage people..
to make their day to be one of the best ever..
when the downfall comes, u just feel like running away.
running away from all your problems when there seems to be no way.
u feel like talking to someone. Anyone.
but it turns out that the time is not right.
don't blame it on the person..
but, being patient with time is not easy.
I feel like quitting everything I'm doing..
but there is a voice saying that God is not done yet with me..
to fulfil His purpose in me.
But i kept asking.. What is my calling???
Why am I here?
Well.. to be sure, I'm here with a purpose..
to glorify His name and spread the gospel..
But why the path looks so uncertain?
There are lots of stumbling stones..
and though there are many companies, still, i feel alone..
or maybe, it's just me who's feeling down.
down to the bottom.. too tired to get up.
I know that I'm not supposed to feel this way..
but sometimes, it's hard to control your mood.. your emotion.. your feelings..
I dunno what has got into me.
I've been writing endlessly..
I could write this thing for the entire night.
But I'm tired.. mentally and physically..
Thus, please don't remind or correct me for any grammar or spelling error.. No. Not for now..
I'm stopping now, just because i have to do it.
or else, I'll ended up getting frustated when the dawn has come.
G'nite..
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