Hola semuaaaaaaaaa... Been a looooong time ga nulis blog. And i notice that bbrp kali terakhir, gw selalu bilang klo ada banyak banget yang mw diceritain. But then, i ended up stopped writing n left my entries just like that! hehehehe.. my bad, my bad, my bad.. tsk tsk tsk tsk.. *geleng2*
Eniweiis...
bbrp hari terakhir ini rasanya panas bangetttt... Menurut weather forecast, max: 38.
And u know what? berdasarkan termometer mobil temen gw (sebut aja namanya E), suhu di sydney di siang hari adalah 43. Huahahahahhh...
And i have no idea why, yesterday (Saturday), seems like a veeeeeeeeery bad day for me to go out. *sigh*
Well.. I woke up at 10. At 11ish, I went out to have lunch with my church friends to Kingsford. The weather was freakingly hot. So, i ended up wearing a long skirt as i couldn't find a shorter one. (nope, i didn't stepped on a jumbo poop again. Dun worry fellas). O yea, but then, since i was schedulled to be the MC for pemuda, i have to get the church's keys before my practice time (3Pm) at Kingsford. Plus, for some reason, i have to get the keys before 12pm.
As I said before, i went to Kingsford at 11ish. Thus, i get there by 11.10ish and was 20 mins early. So, I walked to the church and play around with the piano, alone. so sad huh? But i enjoyed it.. ^^ It feels good to fiddle around with the piano with no one around u.
Then, i met my friends and had lunch. After lunch, we went to the city for a Chinese festival. It was interesting. However, i was short of time. So, i went back from the city earlier. I waited for the bus (the ads says that the busses should arrive every 10-15 mins) for 25 mins and i turned up half an hour late for the practice. As if that's not bad enough, my printer at home doesn't work. So, i had to print out the songs at church. And guess what? The Church's printer is in chaos. (what i mean by chaos is that the printer prints very badly. Most of the words are blurry, some parts of the paper are smudgy with ink. yikes.. i felt sorry for the musicians who have to read all the chords on it).
Afterwards, as i wanted to make jot notes on my paper, it turns out that my pen's ink is somewhat rebelling against me which makes my pen to be useless. So, i had to find a new pen, any pen, to use. I really felt like screaming at the time. Too bad i had a sore throat and lost my voice sometimes. So, i really have to take a good care of my voice as i have no singers at all.. o well..
Not bad enough??? Yesssssssss.... only about 45 mins before pemuda starts, I was told that there is a sudden change of plan. The theme of the week for the preaching was changed! The preacher was unavailable to come. So, we played a recording of someone else's preaching about a different theme. So, basically, the songs I've prepared are no longer relevant to the topic. (well.. still relevant after i think more about it.. But still.. it's different.). But yeahh.. gotta stick to my original plan and song lists.
And.. yeahh.. during dinner, i had a headache.. >.<
o well.. But I have one good news!
that's it! That's all and nothing more!! Thanks God, the nite was cool enough to calm me down. My brain was over heated and i ended up being all moody and stuff. Was a bit angry at myself. But, hey.. can't really do it forever. :)
Anyway, on the second thought, yesterday was not too bad afterall. There are many more ppl who are in a much worse conditions and situations than mine (example: Job in the Old Testament, ppl who have lost their families, etc etc). Through yesterday, I learnt to be patient and to rely more on God and learnt to see the bright things over all the things happened yesterday. Basically, I have to do lots and lots of positive thinking .. *take a deeeeeeep breathhhh*
Through what happened yesterday, I've noticed that I often count more of the calamity instead of all the blessings God has given me. I whine like the whole day and didn't really give thanks from the bottom of my heart to God for everything. I feel bad about it. So, I need to count the blessings I've got everyday!! And I'm 100% sure that all the blessings are abundant, massive, uncountable, and are overflowing everywhere. I mean it's just a way toooooooooooooooooooooo muchhhhh... ^^
Yesterday's solution: count our blessings each day and compare it to us. I mean, we are all sinful ppl. We can and we do get angry. We keep asking questions of why things happen in our lives and not being grateful for what we have. Why on earth should we get those blessings?? God is NOT obliged to bless us like what He did!! We are too bad to get all of those.. Well.. simple answer, because God loves us and because of His grace and mercy for us..
Wait. I've just thought something. What would other ppl do if they experience bad things in a series of sequences within a day? what would they do? how would they react? Will they just calm down and let things go like nothing has ever happened? Ow I wish i could do that. it's difficult to do it. I really need to do lots of improvements about my character. No one is perfect and no one will ever be one.
Anyway, I've been mumbling around for the last 2 hours. gotta stop at one point and i think it has to be now.
Bye all.. Sorry for the 'moody' blog post for today. Nitey Nite..
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